oh if only 
grace would hold me
whisper softly 
to my heart
tell me 
just how hard it is
to live without her 
live without her
i can no longer see 
beyond this shroud
of grief and suffering
 wrapped around me 
wrapped around me like
 winter's coat
wrapped around me like
 winter's coat
I will fall into the shadow
i will die without the light
i will fall into the shadow
i will fall into the night
ill be waiting for your return
even if you dont come home 
ill be here
staying up until 
night falls on me
and even though i cant
see your face
i can taste 
the bitterness of your tears
as they fall onto
every word you read
and bleed back into the seams
When will you come back to me